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who love my downfall
and it's just too cold
you show me true friend
baby i was so so
you might as well call me up physically
you know, you got me only into extremes
and i can't believe it
and don't know what to think
sometime around it was so love-sick
now it's so sick
cause they ain't doubt love
your hint is apart
and the day between us wasn't enough
and i know
i feel good time's come
i thought they stay, things are done and become word-made
angels came but they left you day
had you slip away
listen now
burning empty
still this can't be
but even now we're not that happy
hotel motel it's hot in hell free from myself
but now left with no home
i want you to know
i never would have all
figure out that when you came now
it could have been forever
now it does bring me down
the high now the low up and down we go
put myself too close got burnt night tones
it feels like i'm sinking in the dead sea
don't we care the space inside us so empty
it's like it's over before be gone
this song is over now so was i want

某些时候 我会想 如果一辈子平平庸庸 是多么可怕的一件事 当然你也可以理解为平平淡淡 对我来说都是一样的

今天在马自达销售处  人家跟我说 你为什么不做老师 我说  做老师没意思  我不想每天都重复同样的事 他说 行行出状元（这个真的很套） 然后说 老师一个月3000多 一天带10个学生 两小时 每小时50 一晚上1000 一个月4000 再加补课奖金 一个月10000了 你想吃吃什么 想买什么买什么 你很自由 还有寒暑假 人要现实。。。之类 就这种

我承认这个真的很现实。。就像女人一样 现实的无以复加

必须要想 不停的想 哪怕只是意淫 我唯物的唯心

每一个结婚的女人背后 都有多少发誓永远不结婚的男人

每一个结婚的男人背后 都有多少发誓找个更好的嫁了的女人

两者最后都凑活儿了

我都打桌球。。改天一定拍下来

真2